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The Show by superballer2002, literature

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The Show

Dim the lights to a subtle eerie glow Cue the dramatic sonnet that captivates idle ears The ragged red curtains rustle as they drift open Inducing a melodramatic atmosphere that consumes the room An overworked spotlight struggles to flicker on The strobing of the light casts still frames for the audience to see The flashing finally steadies as the stage is lit A subtle yellow tint coats the knicked wood floor The music changes tempo to a slow, melancholy tune A harmony with the power to shatter an iron heart Their eyes slowly drift to a young child sitting on stage All alone dressed solely in tattered rags Tightly gripping a frayi

Identity by superballer2002, literature

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Identity

So restless now, thoughts racing constantly Searching for a place to rest, searching for solace Staring at a reflection, an image without an identity Staring back lies a blank stare, so cold, so melancholy Lost at sea, drowning in an ocean of despair Pummeled by wave after wave, no calm to this storm Haunted by ghosts of the past, tormented by regrets Regrets of decisions made and hearts shattered Tormented by troubles with no resolve in sight Another soul overwhelmed by loneliness No tears left to cry, just a dry remnant on these cheeks Agonizing sobs echo throughout the lands A sound so afflicting it could melt the blackest of h

The Waterfall by superballer2002, literature

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The Waterfall

The light within begins to dim As streams flow down my cheeks Crimson rivers flow down these wrists I'm drowning in my own ocean of life This broken heart will soon bleed its last drop One final glimpse at this superficial world As dark clouds cover these hazel eyes A painful relief surges through my pale skin I'm slowly floating down the river of death So calm, so quiet, this silence is golden All that remains are thoughts My regrets, my sorrows overwhelm me As this river begins to flow with such force My thoughts, my emotions drown away never to return The color drains from this once vivid place Finally everything goes numb,

Spark of Hope by superballer2002, literature

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Spark of Hope

Looking back in the mirror lied an unending shame As i slowly realized i was the only one to blame I became lost in a world forged of darkness and hate A dark, consuming tunnel of no escape As tears fell from the sky in the form of rain I lied in solitude, my life locked in ball and chain Devoured and drained by an emotional storm A hopeless soul, left withered and torn Swallowed by my sea of pity, never to be released Encased by a growing sense of ultimate defeat My cries echoed through the desolate lands As i lay still praying, my life in my creator's hands A tear struck the floor from which emerged a spark A spark which mended

The Sayings by superballer2002, literature

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The Sayings

-Ever.Lasting- Your love is one in a million it goes on and on and on *Aaliyah* -Unforgotten- Like a wedding without a groom i'm missing you. *Case* -Remembered- Do u ever wake up reaching out 4 me I miss you. *Brian Mcknight* -For.Life- I will ride and steal wit you dawg wat ride till we die. *DMX* -Pain- Cuz even though we were young we had to stay strong *Ludacris*

A Forced Goodbye by superballer2002, literature

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A Forced Goodbye

I heard it crack and shatter when you were leaving As you walked out that door my heart broke to a million pieces This pain growing inside, slowly eating me away Im so speechless, just dont know what to say Baby I know that its all over now If you know how i can let go, please tell me how All those precious thoughts and memories Dreams of us one day getting married Us two lovebirds as husband and wife But now where's that pretty smile that lit up my life Left alone now just me and this empty soul Its hot outside, but my bodys growing cold Left to fight this battle of life alone So hard to grasp the reality that it ended while we

Falling For Eternity by superballer2002, literature

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Falling For Eternity

Falling from now till eternity This constant sinking feeling brewing deep within Asking myself, how can i get up if I don't stop falling? Begging God to let me give it back I dont want this tainted soul Full of weaknesses, consumed by sorrow In the mirror lies a twisted image An incomplete man, thats all that i am A fake, phony, a counterfeit man Crying so much my eyes are left tearless All left to be heard are echos of my constant screams One slice of this razor and the sinks half full How can you tell me suicide is a cowards way out? When it's my one and only way out The only escape for a trapped soul How can you breathe whe

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Girl Since You Been Gone by superballer2002, literature

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Girl Since You Been Gone

Girl since youve been gone Everything has gone wrong I sit through the days waiting for you to pull up in the driveway, waiting for you to call I pray at night for god to send you back to me Why did you have to go why couldnt it have been me I'm waiting day and night for you to part the clouds and come back to me I pray to the angels asking when will i see you again Baby theres no way i can sleep at night without you by my side I know its gonna take me forever to get over you Why did god have to take you from me what did i do to deserve this It feels like im losing my mind i cant take it anymore Without you the sun wont shine for

The Pain Of Love by superballer2002, literature

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The Pain Of Love

They say love is eternal They say love is priceless But love isn't worth a thing without someone to share it with I've tried so hard to win your heart I gave you mine but you broke it apart My souls empty my tears run dry I hope you know baby for you i'd die You shot an arrow that ripped through my heart and soul You left me alone, without you im not whole Sad thoughts race through my head like horses through a prairie I think you lie when you say you love me I'm sure you hold many guys above me The pain is unimaginable like nothing ive felt before You had to break my heart baby i cant take it anymore I have nightmares of that

Youre My Everything by superballer2002, literature

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Youre My Everything

I'd go anywhere, do anything to have you here in my arms Youre my light in the darkness My heart beats for you Baby i hope youll someday feel the same way too I dreamt of us last night holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight Ill never do you wrong ill always treat you right Just give me one chance, just one night I'd climb the highest mountain peaks, swim through all the oceans just for you It's hard to breathe when we're apart Baby youre the sunshine in my heart Without you i'm lost, i dont know what to do But when we're together i know where i am, and girl im happ

My Sad Life by superballer2002, literature

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My Sad Life

From good to bad happy to sad my day changes by the second I walk down the street with my head down and my hands in my pockets Trying to hide the pain of my past but everyone can see right through my lies Bad thoughts flow through my head like blood in my veins One minute im happy then the smallest thing happens and im sad I have no control of my emotions theyre running wild I'll run home and cry a river over the smallest thing I lay down in pain after all the dissapointment ive caused I'm drowning in the problems of my life theres no room to breathe The walls are moving in on me the suns fading away Lost in the dark with nothing to

Ill never give up by superballer2002, literature

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Ill never give up

The days gloomy, it seems like theres no hope But i keep my head up and push on through the raging storm Ill never stop ill never give in All by myself im gonna win I'm an army of one I'll fight the battle of life till the end No one can take me down, nothing can break me I have a soul of steel I know its hard to believe that i can make it on my own But i got a heart of courage and pride and the strength of stone I've been through the worst storms, crossed the rapid rivers of love I promise myself i'll never quit, ill never stay down I've climbed the highest mountains, swam the deepest seas I can go the distance and nothings go

End Of My Life by superballer2002, literature

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End Of My Life

Everything around me brings tears to my eyes My whole life is one big lie I search for a reason I look for an escape but theres no point in me living Theres nothing going for me i have nobody Why not die now and end this misery Knife in my hand my heart beats fast The veins in my wrist are pulsing and screaming out at me to slice them open I take one last look around trying to remember the good times but there are none My mind is filled with thoughts of all the hate and anger against me The sharp blade moves closer to my trembling hand I start to breathe hard knowing this is the end I put the knife to my arm and close my eyes S

Come To Me by superballer2002, literature

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Come To Me

Baby when the day gets dark and you have no where to go Come to me anytime of the night I'll hug you tight and whisper in your ear that everythings all right You can sleep in my arms while i comb my hands through your hair Just look deep into my eyes and youll see that i care You're so beautiful i just stay up all nite and stare You're all i could ever ask for You're perfect and more I turn to you and you turn to me Youre trying to find a way into my heart but girl you already have the key It took alot of hard work to get together with you but it was more than worth it all Cause now i know whenever im scared, whenever im lonely i

You Saved Me by superballer2002, literature

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You Saved Me

Love caused me so much pain, a broken heart killed my spirit I couldnt think about the past, the memories shattered my heart to pieces When I sat alone images of my faded love found their way into my mind I thought to myself im going to live in this misery and pain for eternity I was drowning in the pools of tears i was sitting in I thought my life was over i thought id never love again One night i wished upon a star for the perfect girl Then like magic along you came and lifted me out of the depths of my misery You brought a smile back to my frowning face You replaced the bad memories with happy ones I would stand there lost in y

The Day I Met You by superballer2002, literature

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The Day I Met You

The first day i met you i knew it was true You were so beautiful there was nothing i could do Was my heart just playing games or could it really be Was i finally falling in love with somebody You came like an angel right out of the blue and showed me i would make it Meeting you was a miracle baby I stared at your pictures all night long Your hair glistened in the light and i saw a twinkle in your eye I cant even think of living without you without starting to cry When youre not around my heart aches and my mind goes blank Girl i really care about you with all my soul Ill always make sure you make it through the good and the bad Il

I dream of things we could do by superballer2002, literature

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I dream of things we could do

I dream of the things we could do together I can see us by the beach The drops of water reflecting off your smooth creamy skin as i caress your hair and kiss you softly I dream of us laying by the fireplace Making love under the warmth of the flames as we create sparks of our own I dream of us laying under the stars I whisper "i love you" into your ear as i stare at your moonlit face and your hair glistening under the starlight I dream of us in the forest The sun breaks through the treetops as the sounds of our love echo throughout the redwoods I dream of us sitting together Having a candlelit dinner while soft music plays in the b

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Laying Down by superballer2002, visual art

Laying Down

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About superballer2002

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United States
Deviant for 22 years
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Current Residence: Cali
Favourite genre of music: Too much :P
Operating System: windows xp
MP3 player of choice: wmp9
Personal Quote: You cant erase the past...so dont get in the situation where you need to..

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Evanescence

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My fellow deviants..youre all amazing writers

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Counter-Strike

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superballer2002

Jun 1, 2004

Clubs N Friends

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I'm gonna add the clubs i'm in and my favorite people to this list when i get time :).... Clubs: ~Vampires-Unite (https://www.deviantart.com/vampires-unite) :icontheHedwigwigpatrol: Friends: :iconLunaLupin:

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superballer2002

May 30, 2004

Oh Lord..

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Haha, you guys are gonna laugh at me...i'm doing yoga tonight...not cuz im like weird or nothing..ok maybe i am weird..but its so i can be more flexible for taekwondo...u know so i can like kick higher and stuff...i guess it can be fun...i mean who doesnt love a room full of women in spandex...i just hope theyre not alll 50 :(...lol love ya guys...its time for my breakfast...oatmeal and coffee :D

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superballer2002

May 28, 2004

Haha

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My mom sooo made me run 2 miles uphill after taekwondo class last nite..it was mad fun and all but i had flip flops on lol..and running in a taekwondo uniform isnt way too fun lol...she like followed me in the car making sure i didnt stop...fun times...anways :hugs: for you all

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garfield101

Dec 25, 2004

merry christmas!! best wishes for you and your family

ReceptivePain

Nov 5, 2004

hey whats up?
i feel bad about last year
havent heard from u since
so hows life?
gone tocollege
your of legal age now
arent u?
hit me up if uve grown up
i know i have
lots of stories 2 tell

DIEGO

ReceptivePain

Nov 5, 2004

hey whats up?
i feel bad about last year
havent heard from u since
so hows life?
gone tocollege
your of legal age now
arent u?
hit me up if uve grown up
i know i have
lots of stories 2 tell

DIEGO

garfield101

Aug 10, 2004

hi how is the great poet in dA doing??

Jassix

Jun 3, 2004

well i havent talked to you in awhile and i thought you deserved this......

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, KISS THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can kiss the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 kiss !
4- You should kiss in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender kissing, it's a love kiss!
7- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a kiss

shadowedwintersun

May 30, 2004

heys

how cool thought i would leave ya a message

astasiaSTOCK

May 24, 2004

Thank you for watching me, and being my new best friend. *purr*